First time I've been on DA since..... Well, lemme look at my last journal entry.... spent about a week checking back to see if anyone payed attention sooo... Yup. Aug 24, 08 was the last time I was on, I think.

I usualy have no gumption to check any of the art sites I'm on.... Don't ask for the others, they're "adults only" *cough*... What? I'm a guy!

Anyways... I fear my mind is slipping more and more into controllable-yet-ungodly amounts of insanity.... Particularly with the fact of the example I just gave a few friends of the dark comic I'm STILL trying to find an artist for... Been trying to find an artist for years.... Bleh...

I was basically explaining it's not for the politically correct or the squeemish conservative. Particulary one part, for no particular reason, two people are tossing a full size nuclear war head back and forth catching it with giant baseball mitts in the middle of a major city's central park while discussing nuclear war in all it's humorous and horrible glories.... With a baby in a stroller in between them.

AND DON'T YOU TELL ME THERE'S SOME MAJOR POLITICAL MESSAGE IN THERE! THERE ISN'T! IT'S JUST RANDOM NONSENSE! I'M NOT THAT DEEP! REALLY I'M NOT! I'M JUST INSANE!.... Ok, so while there MAY be some symbolism to that scene with the drunk man streaking by in every other panel, it was NOT intended, and it probably doesn't mean what you think.

Really... Other than that I'm perusing and enrolling for next semester at the community college... Still don't know wtf i wanna do with my life.... Science, cooking, martial arts, or entertainment?

I also jump subject to subject at horribly random times, further leading my belief I'm going quite insane. Well, is it insanity that while I'm discussing the theorem of quantum physics my brain goes through this long train of thoughts in all of one second, starting with an idea in the back of my head of "what makes these particles that makes the atoms form into this substance", eventually to a thought of "Ok, so in the grand scheme of things, it all adds up to the fact I want some damn cheetos".... So then I start talking about cheetos immediately after I finish a sentence explaining to my grandmother the whole shebang as to why we can't truly observe an atom because it's in different places at the same time and that there are likely multiple universes because of this on different dimensional planes than ours which is why we can't see them because all atoms in this universe are likely in a seperate and different place at once therefore by simple mathematic logic it's simple to say that there are an infinite number of universes because all atoms are everywhere at once which in turn means that any particular outcome of anything all happened and sometimes I suspect our subconscious minds are all connected through this multiverse to each and every other one of ourselves and GOD IT'S MINDBOGGLING AND EVEN HAPPENING DURING MY TYPING!

Seriously, there's something wrong with me. I like it .